In Vain

from Broken Mind by Sintrophy

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lyrics

this is not who i wanted to be
when i thought about myself in my darkest dreams
five or ten years ago so now i‘m here
sold to nothing, lost in fear

but at least i can not sink
any lower
when i don‘t know where to fall
i‘m about to start a brawl
i just want to lose control
it just started to get cold
in here soon there is nothing left
for me to hope

fighting for my own life
against my mind
hear me mourning in the twillight
and all i do is
turning all the possible impossible
i gotta go to find a home
i can not see reality
i wanna kill the bitter me
i left myself inside of me to die
but for now i need to

find a way out of the misery
that got inside of me
and for day after day
i tried it all

in vain, i can‘t explain
my engine is my pain
drain my suffering
this is not who i am
take it all away
i got no time to stay
make it disappear
so i don‘t have to fear

in here soon there is nothing left
for me to hold

riding this eternal nightmare
follow the alley
to find what i got controlled by
for all my life
wait for the finale
i waited too long now my grimace looks scary
i became wary

life needs to pay me
till then i keep on trying

in vain, i can‘t explain ...

if i could lay hands on myself
i would crack up my face
till my blood starts to spill
pressing fist after fist
beating deeper and deeper
to punish myself for trying in vain

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from Broken Mind, released September 22, 2018

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Broken Mind

Sep 2018
Dull Star

Oct 2016
The Arrival

May 2015

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